it's all in your head

i am so tired of all the thoughts in my head, i just want them to go away, how do you make them go away? i am so tired.. it was easier before to run away from them but it gets harder and harder.. i am trying so hard to fake it, to fake that i'm ok, like if someone says something that hurts me now its so hard to stay away from tears.. i don't really wanna be around people anymore just because its so hard to like talk and smile, some days are easier though.. it's worse when i'm alone cause everything comes out, its so hard to stop the tears from coming.. i don't have any good thoughts left, the bad ones is taking over.. what do you do?




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