the sad part

I don't know what to do anymore
I try so much but i can't do it alone
we go different ways
you don't listen anymore
you do your thing and i do mine
my dream is for us to be a team
but we´re not

i feel lost
what is my next step?
i want to be full of life
i want to have a life
i want to be happy
i want to look forward to the next day
all i feel now is that everything is wrong
but i don't know where to go

I look forward to 1 or maybe 2 things right now
cause i know that i'll be happy then
i miss being happy
i just wanna feel that feeling again

asdfgghhjkkkll
all of this is making me mad
it's way to much in my head
so hard to escape