torsdag 24 oktober 2013

Nobody sees, nobody knows

We are a secret can't be exposed
That's how is is, that's how it goes
Far from the others, close to each other
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So many questions
So many thoughts
And no answers

Who am I now?
Am I loosing myself?
Why can't I stop thinking bad thoughts?
Why am I weird?
Why am I anti-social?
Why am I stressed almost every day?
Why do I get nervous so easily?
Is it something wrong with me?
Why do I get hurt so easily?
Why do I get so angry when it's "nothing"?
Where did you come from?
Why did you ruined it?
Should I move?
Is it the best solution?
How will my life turn out?
Why am I sad so often?
Why am I so tired?
Why do I care?
Why do I think so damn much?
Will I get better?
Will I get worse?
What should I do?
How do I get strong again?
How do you take away all the darkness inside you?
Why did I say that?
Why did you say that?
What happens now?
Why do I feel so lonely?

it goes on and on, around and around... all these questions and all these negative thoughts, all the problems I'm trying to solve in my head on my own, I need YOU to help but you don't

Jag känner mig dålig och jag undrar om jag måste träffa en psykolog, men de känns som att jag måste bli ännu mer dålig för att göra det, men det är ganska jobbigt att vara sin egen psykolog men ändå inte bli bättre utan mest sämre, hjälper ens psykologer? 

I just feel so lost... 

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