Life goes around

Life is moving so fast, time is passing by really really quickly! I feel that I haven't done anything but I still do a lot. Right now my life is kinda full, i'm moving very soon and I try to keep up with the gym and on top of that I need to get a job. It's not that simple. In this mess I need to have a little time for my own and to be with friends...all I really wanna do now is to sleep. I love sleep right now, even though I have a lot of nightmares. Around 9 pm I'm sooo tired, 10 pm it's time for bed and I fall aslepp quite quickly and I don't get up until 7.30 am.

3 things I know I love is my dear cats. It doesn't matter what they do, my love for them is still so strong! They can't make me mad at them, they can't make me stop loving them...yes, they are annoying sometime but in the long run it doesn't annoy me. Two of them is sleeping in my bed now, two hairy balls, so cute!

Someone I always love is my mum and I know that she will never stop loving me and the best thing about her is that she belives in me! She is the only one that I feel belives in me and I really want to make her proved of me. I wanna be something not just for me, for her! I wanna do what I want and I wanna prove to people that I can! Cause I feel so worthless and weird, I don't feel that my own family belives in me...I'm just another failure. No i'm not!! I'm gonna do something with my life! I will do something with my life! If I have to be ego than alright, I will! I can't just sit here and not do anything, not for me and not for my mum!

- - - - - - - - - - Good Night <3